DESIREESAYS
'When you lose something, you'd value it more'

Yes, I'm aware it's the middle of exams right now.
And that I have a paper to sit for tomorrow.
And that it's 1am yet I'm blogging.
So I'll just summarize it all!

Finally had a night out with the girls on Friday.
Prisci's belated birthday dinner^^
I miss them so bloody much.
I could hug them till they suffocate and die!
Well, the sleepover is on 5 days!
OMG! So excited!
Better plan my pajamas fast!

Anyways, here's some photos from Friday.

Birthday Girl and Jessie (thanks for taking all the pictures!)

DESIREESAYS
'Too hot for me. Got to let go.'

So I've decided to blog before I start my exams.
Which is like, next week! :O
I've got truckloads of revision to complete.
And I've only just began.
GREAT!
Not to mention how sleep deprived I am!
It's not very pleasant to sleep at 3am everyday and wake up by 7am.
I get only 4hours of sleep on a daily basis.
AN AVERAGE TEENAGER NEEDS AT LEAST 8HOURS.
I'm like superman or something!

Moving on.
My 18th birthday is in a month.
Still contemplating if I should throw a party.
My parents aren't gonna organize anything, cause they never do.
My friends aren't either cause they're all obviously too busy.
So it's up to me I guess.
Or I could always spend my birthday alone :/
I really wouldn't mind.
So party or no party?
Hate making decisions.

DESIREESAYS
'It takes two.'
Time check : 1st August, 12.32am.
The year is passing faster than it should.
I guess it's a pretty good thing.
Especially since 2011 has been nothing but unfair to me.
Then again, time is precious.
Which makes it a bad thing.

Since it's the 8th month, I made a list of 8 things I like and dislike about myself.
4 of each because i'm oh so lazy to put much thought into it.
Yes I'm completely aware how primary school this is.
But I'm embracing my long forgotten childhood.
:)

So let's start with the positive.
1. I like my body now. Its not fat anymore and definitely more tone.
2. I live that i've become much more responsible.
3. I like that I don't depend on company anymore (Getting the hang of the loner thing.)
4. I like that my hair is growing and my curls will be back in no time!

Now for the negative.
1. I'm not a fan of my skin-tone. Way way too dark :/
2. I hate that my body refuses to wake up any earlier than 7!
3. I hate that I've turn into a total crybaby nowadays.
4. I hate that I've not been able to stay away from bad habits.

So since that's done, I guess I'm done for tonight.
Goodnight, and goodbye July.
You were such a bitch.

DESIREESAYS
''Such Intensity.''

Good Morning!
It's 12.12am, I'm insanely exhausted.
But thoughts have to be expressed one way or another right?

There's so much angst around me right now.
That's way too much negative energy for this girl at the moment.
Like how today is bloody Friday for me.
Or rather bloody Saturday if 17minutes really makes a difference.
The point is, that means last week, was PMS week!
Figures.
I fought with this girl in my class.
I'm such a hater now.
And that would also explain the retarded thoughts running through my head!

Nevertheless, this is supposed to be a happy post!
So I watch Captain America earlier today.
The movie was pretty good, and so was the company.
Coach didn't give us a special endurance workout either.
Guess I can finally say TGIF!

Can't wait to sleep.
I can feel my eyebags expanding!
Goodnight lovelies.

DESIREESAYS
'Scream your heart out!'

This is a rather short and sad post.
Easy enough.
I MISS RUSTEE.
Saw people dancing in school today, and it reminded me of us.
And the crazy thing we used to do together.
Miss you girls :'(