DESIREESAYS
'Once bitten, twice shy'

January must really be hating on me.

Why is that so?
I'm like an insane 9gagger and now I can finally say,
I HAVE BEEN FRIENDZONED.
Honestly, I have no idea how I'm feeling.
Nor do I know how I'm supposed to be feeling.
Maybe it's cause it hit me at the wrong time.
I mean i'm already going insane with my workload and crap.
And let's not forget my massive emo phase the same time, last year.
Way too much for me to handle at this point.
Some alcohol now would be great!

So anyways, I have a handful of really lovely friends.
Thank you guys truckloads for caring and being supportive.
Though, you're in for a big surprise when I actually meet you guys.
Haha. You have been warned.

Holidays in late February.
It's got me all excited :)
Already got one party invitation.
And clubbing with the boys from class~
That's going to be a hell of an insane night for sure!


P.S. In desperate need of an ice-cream remedy.
Takers?

DESIREESAYS
'When all hope is lost'
Is it too really much to ask for?
For everyone to simply forgive and forget.
And then move on,pretending like absolutely nothing happened.
For what I've been through, it definitely is.
I'd reconsider if it was just one or two misunderstandings.
But countless misunderstandings, suggests something's not right.
Or something is just not meant to be the way you want it to be.
I mean, shit happens to everyone right?
You don't just dwell on it till someone save you from your own sorrows.
You either save yourself, or just keep on running or hiding.
Nobody wants to carry another person's burden unwillingly.
Cause I know I don't.
I'm just saying, I'm done with dealing with shit like this.

Well, the first week of 2012 is over.
Things have been, well, pretty much unbalanced lately.
School isn't getting any easier.
There's truckloads of assignment piling up and I've got to admit, it's a struggle.
I can barely get enough sleep every night.
Yet, I've still got to sacrifice time to study and do assignments.
I guess it's time I kiss my social life goodbye.
Or at least tone it down till it's back to the holidays.

Friends.
What's there to say?
Nothing much except I really miss my IJ friends.
Life is a hell lot duller without you guys :(
No joke.

So anyways, the whole 'no new year resolution' thing got me thinking.
Perhaps I decided not to have one, because nothing seems satisfactory?
Like seriously.
What am I going to gain from telling myself 'Study harder'?
Yeah, better grades probably but I'm going to hate myself if I still screw up.
'No more alcohol'
Yeah, it's healthier for my body but i'll resort to something worse when I feel like crap.
And for everything else, it's the same.
There's a pro, and a con.
So basically, what I realized is,
I'm a bloody pessimist.

Insecurities kill.
At least lies only scar.
That's the only reason why I consider lying.

DESIREESAYS
'Cheers to the freaking new year.'

So Christmas passed by faster than usual last year.
And New Year's Day is the past too.
Gosh.
I have to admit the parties were definitely amazing.
Nothing beats catching up with my IJ sweethearts.
And chilling with cool new friends.

On the downside, 2012 is being a bitch to me so far.
No details.
Instead, enjoy the photos.

DESIREESAYS
'Meowwyyy'

Go TP Sprintz!
We kicked some ass during Pol-Ite alright.
Well, they kicked ass at least.
I mainly cheered them on to kick some ass.

So anyways, I'm having a photo dedication to you guys~
Not like anyone reads my blog.
But hey!
It's the thought that counts right?

I've got something I really want to voice out.
But I'm really not looking forward to the response.
So I think I'll keep my lips sealed.
At least for the time-being.
Check out how things are going~
Then do it when I'm absolutely fearless.
Goodnight~

DESIREESAYS

'Sometimes, you want one. But you need two.'

So am I supposed to go 'HALLELUJAH!" ?
I think it's been nearly a month since I've been here.
Quite some stuff have happened since then :/
And since it's 1.40am, and it's the bloody holidays.
I'm going to post everything!
Don't worry, you'll get a present after reading all this crap ;)

Let's BEGIN!

Number one.
So apparently I did not do so well in terms of education-_-
But I intend to kick some ass next semester.
Of course I'm going to need some study buddies.
Where the heck do you get those?!
It's like impossible to find someone who'd go 'DESIREE, SHUT UP AND STUDY!'
Volunteers anyone?
On my knees pleading in desperation here!

Number two.
Apparently I'm not doing well training-wise as well-_- -_-
Oh gosh, oh golly!
I swear I suck more than I did before.
Probably cause I've got no motivation on kicking ass.
Especially since I consistently get my ass kicked.
Haha, bummer:/
I mean, eventually you'd get used to just getting owned right?
Friendly on Saturday.
Not to mention POLITE is in this month.
HOLYYYY SHITTT!

Number three.
My social-life is a wreck.
In other words, I have no idea WTF happened to all my friends.
There's the ones who don't reply my bloody texts, tweets or answer my calls.
Yeah, then entertain the rest of the world.
Thanks, you're a real friend!
Then there's the ones who totally forget I exist.
You know, if I'm not invited, you can always tell me.
Instead of being a bitch and lying to me about it.
Okay, can.
Then there's the ones who only come to me when they need something.
Oh come on already!
Seriously?!
Okay, getting angsty.
I'm just going to move on.

Number four.
Crush story, if that's even considered a crush.
Getting nowhere, going nowhere.
So I'm done.
I think I'm fated to remain single all my life.
Or to be lesbian.
We'll just have to wait and see.

Number five.
I'm freaking 18!
It doesn't make much of a difference though.
Except the amount of freedom my parents surprisingly gave me.
And they're alot more open with my parties and alcohol issues.
Not bad, not bad at all.

Number six.
I totally forgot but this should have been the second one.
SCHOOLMATES. Intense.
So we had a chalet earlier on which went alright.
It pretty much gave me a better idea who I'm cool with.
And who's going to get their face slapped.
No names mentioned.
You should know who you are.

Number seven.
Okay. I'm brain-dead.
It's 2.10am already and i've been blogging for half an hour.
Nice (Y)
So number seven is the present I promised I'll give.
Hahahaha.
It's my camwhore photo.
Yupp. NOT ALL. JUST TWO.
SUCKER.
Enjoy!
Laugh at it, zoom at my flaws, do something!
I don't really give to shits.

I'm out.


How typical.

This is my mugggg-shot btw.