DESIREESAYS

'Maybe it takes time.'

August already.

It's amazing how time passes when you're so preoccupied.

I can clearly remember New Year's Day.

Had a little family gathering at home and I left for a barbeque with friends.

Then I went back home and went back to Perera's place.

Yet, I can barely remember what I did last week.

That's how oblivious I am to the world when I get caught up in something.

Semester exams are in 3 weeks.

I am nowhere near ready.

Which is partly the reason for a tweet earlier on.

"Seems more like mistakes make us than break us nowadays. "

It relates to me anyways.

How?

That's for me to know, and you to probably not know about it.

Then again, if you know me well enough, you'll figure it out.

So it's 1.35am, I'm sitting all alone in the living room.

A mug of vanilla tea on my left, truckloads of notes on my right.

It's a lovely feeling.

Lonely, depressing but still a lovely feeling.

I must sound weird but,

I mean reality check!

I'm 19, a full time student, have 2 demanding CCAs, been single my whole life, barely have anytime for myself and sleep deprived.

So this actually feels like heaven.

Anyways, I met Michelle and Ashley yesterday.

We were stuck under a block cause it was pouring.

So the music came on.

And the started playing all the really mellow, depressing songs.

It made me feel like blogging.

So perhaps I'd do it more regularly.