DESIREESAYS.

''Wrath, my greatest sin, a deadly sin.''

I've been thinking lately.

And i realized what's wrong with me.

I have this huge problem with wrath.

I don't really think anyone notices.

Because i don't really show it much.

It's too big a problem for me now ):

It's made me soo fucked up.

I would really appreciate some advice.

Well, there's enough negative energy on my blog now.

Time to be positive.

I'll be leaving tomorrow afternoon.

I'm really going to miss someone while i'm gone.

No idea why, but it's not an expected person.

Class chalet; i'm looking forward to it.

Especially the first day(:

Jieyi and Zainabah, you better impress me!

Haha, i trust the two of you okay!

And priscilla too.

Help them pretty please.

I hate our class' screwed up irresponsibility.

Don't miss me:D

Hahah.

Dear God the only thing I ask of you

Is to hold her when I'm not around

When I'm much too far away

DESIREESAYS

''Care for a cup of tea?''

I can't stand it anymore.

I'm really too busy.

Chalet stuff to do on sunday too.

Right now, my class is driving me furious.

They have 2 more days to give me datails.

Okay, soo i do have plans tomorrow too.

But i doubt i'll be in a good mood then.

I love the weekends oh soo much,

but i never seem to appreciate it.

Tulang did the funniest thing today!

And NNASADORMMZ rock.

It's my NZ group name by the way.

I think i'm going to like it there :)

Messing with your head again,

dose of your own medicine.

DESIREESAYS.

''I think we should strike a match.''

It's a matter of time,

school's over now.

I've still got no time for myself though.

In four days, i'll be leaving.

A chalet for 3 days when i return.

Dance rehearsals will continue.

Training becomes harder.

My november is a waste.

There'll be tests on the first week of school.

Means i've still got study to do.

Screw this.

I need steps badly.

Four counts of eight,

Breakdance.

I've only got slightly more than two.

I feel like I - I'm all alone

All by myself I need to get around this

My words I called I don't want them to hurt you

If I show you I don't think you understand

Cause no one understands

DESIREESAYS.

''Let's dance, i'm gonna take it to the next level.''

I've been having really bad headaches lately.

I think there's something wrong with me.

They come and take awhile to go.

Sadly, i can't take any panadol.

I'll just end up puking it all out.

Well, i miss darling spasicm.

This is random, but i have no idea why.

I must be looking forward to our date.

Anyways, i'm posting photos now.

Soo enjoy my prettyness :)

And my uglyness :(

And my spasm :?

WE'RE BRINGING SEXY BACK, YEAHHHHH.

I held your hand through all these years.

DESIREESAYS.

''Kau ni ketam!''

Saturday was a rather annoying day.

There was soo much drama.

I just couldn't seem to follow.

I realized i've been spending alot of time at court.

I love watching the basketballers play.

It never gets old for some reason.

But nothing ever seems to satisfy me nowdays.

I feel soo distracted and away from everything.

Well, we camwhored with tulang's lappy today.

Like a hundred and five shots.

There's no school tomorrow, but i have to go.

Go to paint the pillars in the canteen.

And then i'll be working.

I've got a job.

It feels weird.

I'm soo used to free all the time.

Well, at least i get cash :) Haha.

We were strangers,

setting out on a journey.

DESIREESAYS.

''This is what we call an adventure.''

Soo on tuesday, there was a briefing for parents.

Apparently, parents want to know alot about the NZ trip.

We had alot of spare time,

Soo we went to punggol.

It's such a desserted place!

There's like NOONE there i swear!

And we spent more than 2 hours in the MRTs.

Soo we got fined 2 dollars for that.

What a joke!

I am really pissed with myself now.

I failed 2 subjects! ):

Passed another 4 soo far only.

Oh my gosh, it's annoying.

I studied alot for my SS okay!

And i'm getting a job

What the heck?!

Anyways we're having a chalet soon.

Like straight after i get back from New Zealand.

I can't wait for it.

ILOVERSEC3SAINTJOAN<3

Oh, screw it already.

DESIREESAYS.

''A melody, a memory, just one picture.''

Although it's like marking day,
I had to go back to school anyways.
We had some NZ briefing and learnt to fold hearts.
Apparently my school is folding 750 000 paper hearts.
We're trying to get into the book of world records.
At the same time, increase poverty awareness.
We've also got to collect old sport shoes.
Well, it seems preety exciting for some reason.
Results come out tomorrow! :(
Oh gosh, what if i totally flunk a subject?!
Mum and Dad are coming to school tomorrow.
There's like another NZ briefing.
It's like at 7.30pm!
What am i supposed to do from 2.00pm!?
Try solving this poem i wrote.
You've got to go really deep.


''Haven't you heard, it'll never end.
And don't you know, nothing can be hidden.
The little ones, they just extend.
The bigger ones, they should be forbidden.
Those who give it, they can't be trusted.
Those who get it, they're not naive.
If you give it, you'll get busted.
If you get it, you've been decieved.''

DESIREESAYS.
''Something's not right, i just know it.''

In exactly two week, i'll be off to New Zealand.
More adventures and fears to conquer for me.
Well, today we played soccer.
Apparently, there is no peace at court anymore.
People just come in, and play.
What happened to RESPECT?
Horrible fucking fugly posers.
Okay, soo we went for bubble tea after.
There was like a pearl-war happening.
Then daniel wanted to lunch, soo off we went to loy kee.
Avlyn and tulang crashed back from there.
It was still early, and i thought time would fly.
Soo went for a brainfreeze slurpee.
Hahah, soo i took my weight in some machine.
It soo cheated my feelings!
In actual fact, i'm 48.5kg!
The machine said i was 37.5kg!
Look at the difference, it's like 11kg.
I couldn't have possibly lost that much in 3 months.
We've got tons of holiday plans already!
Gosh, i'm happy.


I'd do anything for a smile
Holding you til our time is done.
We both know the day will come.
But i dont want to leave you.

DESIREESAYS

''Cut my life into pieces.''

Soo like every other saturday,

I went to church today for cat class.

Kristel is now known as mattrep

Japheth is known as minahrep.

I'm happy we're playing soccer tomorrow:)

It's been really long since i've done that.

And tulang is going to play too!

Avlyn says i'm emo now.

Haha, now that's really funny.

I really need a life!

Sick and tired of lepak-ing all day.

Maybe i should consider taking up a new sport.

One, two, three, four, five.

How much longer must i count?

DESIREESAYS.

"And you still won't hear me"

EOYs are finally over.

All the papers seemed pretty easy.

But i have no confidence i'll do well.
I guess i have like extremely high aims.

Let's just wait and see how badly i do this time):

Well, the most awkward thing happened today.

Lepak-ed with KRISTEL in WOODLANDS.

And its a FRIDAY!

Cousin, avlyn, gian, hussian and brandon.

I just met them today and they seem rather nice.

I seriously need holiday plans!

Or i'll just end up screwing up all the good fun.

Anyone wants to take me out!?

Haha, it's past 12 already!

I better go get my 12hours of sleep.

I'v been deprived of sleep lately.

Soccer with clique on sunday (:

I can't wait, its been long since we've hanged.

I hear your voice,

It's haunting me.

I try to escape,

You just won't leave

DESIREESAYS.
"If only you'd give me a moment"


I really shouldn't be blogging.
But i seem to have a short attention spend for history.
Nevertheless, i'm still trying.
All i ever recieve now are headaches.
History, Art, Maths 1, Poa 1, Poa 2.
5 more papers left right now.
Would you follow me to my favorite place after?
We could chill and catch the sunset.
I'm considering playing soccer again.
More cycling and running and ball games too.
I could lose the extra pounds.
Hehe :)
Well, Happy belated birthday POA partner!
And desmond ng too.
Well, off i go now to study somemore.
Or maybe i should just do art.
This is rather complicating.


The frustration its a regular thing
I hate the ones who love to hate because they're just like me

DESIREESAYS.

I'm blogging once again.

Been really busy studying for EOYs.

My papers are next week already!

Oh my gosh! This is rather fast.

Okay, pictures from my birthday are up.

They files are way too big.

And i'm too lazy to wait for it to upload:)

I'm really hungry right now.

But it's like 11.04pm!

Means i'll gain weight if i eat now.

Crapp.

Finally, you actually smiled for the camera!

I never thought i'd say this,

but it's really happening.

I'm turning into that jealous bitch.

Screw it right now