DESIREESAYS

"When all hope is lost"

17th January 2013.

Today was the worst day of my life.

I mean it.

I've never felt so disappointed in myself to such a extend.

If I'm not good enough, then why'd you give me such a responsibility?

And instead of supporting or advising, you choose to guilt trip and crush me.

Like i'm a fucking piece of rough paper you fucking crush and throw anywhere cause nobody gives a shit about it.

What can I say.

I'm done being a supportive friend and I'm done even considering shit you say to me.

Don't make me feel like shit and cry, then hug me as though i'm supposed to say it's okay.

CAUSE IT'S NOT!

Well that's just part one.

Here comes part two~

Now I've got a serious issue with this bugger.

You don't go around telling people what you hear in discreet.

Especially when they're supposed to be your friends.

Gosh, I feel really stupid right now.

Yeah, I've been warned that you do shit like this to others.

But I honestly thought you deserved a chance not to be judged.

But fuck that shit right?

No wonder you can't keep hold of your "friends."

Fuck, typing this out is pissing me off already.

It's good enough I talked to you nicely rather than screaming at you.

I could have made you felt like fuck, but did I?

NO.

But you still don't get it.

FUCK THAT SHIT!

I give up. I honestly give up.

I don't want to look at you.

I don't want to talk to you.

I don't want to work with you.

I don't want to be associated with you.

But if I have to, I'll keep it professional. 

Dealing with such people made me realize something.

I'm fucking thankful for the real friends I have.

The ones who do give a fuck.

So thank you guys so much :')

Anyways, here's some photo's from my christmas party!

And even more photos from Jun Hui's birthday party :)

DESIREESAYS

"Because keeping quiet can kill." 

 Gosh does time fly.

It's already 2013.

I wouldn't say it was the start I hoped for, but i'm not complaining.

Who knows, it could have been worse.

So I've decided to have only 1 new year's resolution this time.

"LEAVING THE PAST BEHIND"

Yeah, it sounds pretty simple.

But I think I struggled with that last year.

A new year, a fresh start right? :)

I guess I can say I'm satisfied so far.

The only thing I'm unhappy with would be my grades.

I have no idea how but I felt like I really worked hard this time round.

Yet I still did terrible :(

I'm 50/50 right now.

I'm on the verge of giving up but I don't want the past two years to be flushed down the drain!

Someone save me.

I'm drowning in my own misery.

On the brighter side....

Right, there's isn't a brighter side.

Least not just yet.

Well I did have alot of fun last year.

From my last post till today, plenty has been happening.

There was Michelle's and Althea's birthdays, Halloween, Chirstmas Parties, A-Guides Camp, ASc Got Talent, POLITE, term tests and so much more.

Here are some photos.

Enjoy :)