DESIREESAYS

"Happy Birthday to you."

25th July 2013.

Happy Birthday to the boy I love~

Honestly I have absolutely no idea how to wish you.

I figured why not do it on your favorite place; my blog :)

So here we go~

CAMBODIA.

Yes, it was pretty awkward at times.

But I had a lovely time there with you and the rest.

I realize we had truckloads of photos together.

You were already pretty protective then.

Remember when we went to a club?

The one I tied the balloon on your wrist.

Yeah, you had the "don't you dare come near them" look on your face.

You were lazy as ever too.

Always sleeping on the bus~

HAHAHAHAHA.

Let's not forget the night we went out for dessert and a drink.

And we wore the same shirt.

And I "sister-zoned" you.

We were still just friends then! HAHAHA. 

Can't blame me.

Next up, the random Thai disco Sunday night.

31st May 2013.

I guess I was pretty high and you caught me completely off-guard.

I remember James was gay-ing around with you.

And I said" No! He's mine."

Hahaha, can't believe I said that!

Then we sat outside and just like leaned on each other.

Of course until Gabriel came out and brought us back in to drink.

So more alcohol and I guess there's where you came clean.

Hahaha.

You said you had to do 3 things.

1. Confess.

2. Give me a hug.

3. Give me a kiss on the cheek.

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA.

I remember feeling so unwilling to admit I liked you.

But I figured you must have known.

You accompanied me home and we went for a walk to my secret hideout.

And i guess that's how we started dating.

Regatta was when you were surprisingly a sweetheart.

You followed me when I couldn't hold my tears in anymore.

And you just kept trying to make me feel better.

Even till the night after cleaning up.

:)

Thanks so much.

Our second month anniversary.

You were sick and sad cause you wanted to meet me.

So I came over to your place with cupcakes :)

Didn't spend much time with you then.

But hey!

Quality over quantity right?

Then before I went home, I used the toilet.

So you sneaked a box of chocolates into my bag.

I freaked out when I opened my bag and touched something cold inside.

HAHAHA.

Good thing I didn't scream in the bus.

It was sweet, especially the little messy incomplete post-it note. ^^

Summarize I shall.

Happy 19th Birthday Love <3 p="">

I know you're not looking forward to it but you should.

Because 19 was one of the best years I've had.

Perhaps, it'll be one of your's too.

I believe that everyone deserves to feel the best they can on their birthday.

So promise you'll do whatever you can to be jolly :)

You've been the loveliest boyfriend I could imagine.

Eating fatty ice-cream because I love them so much.

Staying up to wait for me when I went to a club.

Coming to meet me because I'm a lazy fat ass.

Enjoy your birthday! :D

EVERY SINGLE SECOND OF IT.

I'm sorry I lied.

This is what I've been smiling about.

I'm already done, it's 10.22pm.

But i'm not posting it till 12.00am because I want you the see this only when it's officially your birthday.

I know you're not feeling well so get some rest :)

I LOVE YOU ROY <3 nbsp="" p="">

DESIREESAYS

"One word, control"

Greetings.

I've got both hands behind my back and you've got to choose one.

One's a fist; pick that and you're getting a punch.

The other's a palm; pick that and you're getting a slap.

So what do you choose?

I'd hope to pick the fist.

You must think I'm insane.

Probably.

Figured if you're going to take a hit, might as well go all out right?

Then recover like a man and move on~

Well the brightest star isn't shining today.

Instead dark clouds are out and it's raining on me.

Sometimes it's really frustrating dealing with matters.

If it's related to a factual, non-debatable topic, then it's cool.

When it isn't, that's when hell breaks loose.

Why?

Because your stand can never be completely acceptable.

Why?

Because if you realize, there's bound to be a contradiction hidden somewhere.

Why?

That's I have no answer to.

Perhaps it may just be me.

Then again, I don't have statistics so I'll assume there's a chance it's not just me.

Got to appreciate nights like these.

Thought after thought after thought.

Putting the pieces of a puzzle you never knew existed together.

Discovering something new about yourself.

Understanding the people who matter to you more.

Oh, screw it.

At this rate, I'm never going to get any sleep.

BTW.

You'll read this eventually.

I'm not angry, you're not a disappointment.

It's not you, it's me.

Don't ask me why.

I won't explain it to you.

GOODNIGHT~

DESIREESAYS

"Don't bend, don't break, baby don't back down."

WHAT'S UP!

There's this phrase that I seem to be revolving around.

"What makes you doesn't exist till you know what breaks you."

Heard of it before?

I doubt it.

A little something I've discovered over some intensive thinking.

Not bad right?

Potential poet  or writer or philosopher right here~

Yeah, it may sound pretty pessimistic but it makes sense.

How it relates to me is for me to know.

Back to reality.

Just 11 more weeks till the end of internship.

I'm enjoying it more or less.

I guess the best past of going to work everyday is being greeted by such respectable people.

Those we call the Banglas.

After 5 weeks of working with them, I salute them.

I've been there 5 weeks, and they've been there for years.

Yet I receive a "Good morning" daily.

Not to mention they bow at me too.

THANK YOU GOD FOR SUCH PEOPLE IN SOCIETY.

I mean it.

I am completely touched and thankful towards them.

Singapore would be disastrous without them.

I bet only 5% of the population feel the way I do.

Admit it, the majority of us are way too stuck up and arrogant to appreciate such people.

Anyway, this Saturday is family dinner at the Nonis'.

By family dinner, i mean my family and my lovely clique.

Who could be more thankful for such a lovely bunch.

Really excited.

The last complete gathering was Studio M.

Well, GOODNIGHT.

No, I am not going to bed.

But I have to catch this episode of Pretty Little Liars before I do :)

#word