DESIREESAYS
"I've drawn regret from the truth of a thousand lies."
Good evening.
Sunday, 5th May 2013, 10:50pm.
As usual, brace yourself for yet another one of my dull tales.
Let's see.
I am definitely relieved that I've managed to get rid of all that stress.
Well, most of it at least.
Freshmen Orientation is long over yet part of me feels like it isn't.
Probably due to the fact I feel responsible for its disastrous events.
Yes feel. Not FELT.
For a start, I killed cheer team's winning streak.
Possibly killed the chances for best spirited as well.
I barely put an effort in that aspect.
Everything seemed like a hot mess from my point of view.
Running up, down, back and forth like a dog.
Kinda got me thinking, "Where the hell was my team?"
Yeah that right, right in front of my face.
I guess it was my mistake or maybe it was the best decision I made.
Unreliable, unmotivated, disorganized, indolent.
That's not a team i'd give a second look at, but that's more or less what I had.
Of course they had their positive traits.
But hey! I'm a pessimist after all.
In summary.
The most chaotic thing I've done.
Pushed me to the verge of breaking down every other night.
Not satisfied.
Got over it.
Apart from that nightmare, CPTC is another one.
Chemical Process Training Centre.
That's my life for the next 4 and past 2 weeks.
8am - 4pm everyday.
Either in a 3 hour lecture, tutorial or out in the plant.
I like the smoking corner though.
It's windy.
Kok Feng is ditching us in about 5 weeks.
Off to Australia he goes for 2 years to study.
I'm happy for you bro but that sucks! :')
The whole situation really got me missing my friends.
I'm feeling beyond nostalgic.
One more thing.
There's been a drastic change in my life.
No, it's not my sarcasm.
No, it's not boobs.
And no, definitely not my love for ice-cream.
Have fun guessing if it's worth your while.
Let the photos and little captions work their magic.
Goodnight.
I'll be back, maybe in a month.
"CPTC"
"The friends i seem to be missing so much"
