went for cat class as usual today...
didn't expect much...
had palm sunday mass first...
then went for buring bush...
our praise and worship...
everyone went high!
dancing, screaming and singing!
then went for dinner at al-amin...
there were no seats outside...
soo we sat inside...
dinned with 10+ people....
avlyn, nana, michelle, kristel, junior, sean, danny, andrew, moses, dave, 2 girls and maria came late....
went back after and it was pass 11...
yeah... that's about all...
♥ desiree

WHAT!
come home already msn giving problems!
some virus thingy i guess!
damn irritating....
been a real tiring day...
pe, francis made me demo a cutwheel...
then had to go around helping others...
i'm soo tired... too tired to blog

early morning....
went for class 20mins late...
all because we were listening to some freaky story...
home econs we finally cooked for real!
i worked with michelle..
our food turned out quite nice...
jeslyn's spaghetti was damn nice...
crystal's and twin's burger rocked too....
had cheerleading...
i'm the japanese:)

had penitential service in school....
confession was damn bad...
the whole lot of us almost cried....
no idea why it was soo touching....
missed most of science class for that....
then went for RE...
we have to do a skit about forgiving....
kristel michelle and de mello is in my group....
our storyline is seriously funny....
training today was bad....
i couldn't hurdle for nuts today....

went causeway point with michelle and twin....
bought our home econs stuff....
then back home

♥HAPPY ANNI TWIN

the world is falling apart...
yeah! my life sucks...
but what can i do?!
no matter what...
someone will be happy
someone will be sad
someone will be angry...

today we were invaded by a huge swarm of bees!
some sec one girl warned us....
nothing much happened today....
everything went okay

everthing is soo stressing now

classes, teachers, training, church....

during CME lesson today....

we were talking about self respect...

soo mrs tan ask for one way of not showing self-respect

then kristel shouted slashing!

i was sitting in front of mrs tan!

then i immediately covered my thighs and arm....

sooo did alot of other people....

guess what now!

i'm confirmed turning emo....

and i'm going against her.....

i've got loads of reasons....

being grounded bites!
collecting numbers online...
what else can i do?
eat, sleep and be a pig?!
i want this to end now!

posting for yesterday....
had sports heats in the morning....
i took 200 and 400....
but i'm not sure if i'll get into finals now....
then i lost my handphone....
we took out everything from my bag
even tore my shoebag....
but i couldn't find it):
something happened during sports heats...
but i can't say...

went for cat class.....
we joined classes..
nothing new happened...
then went for mass...
supposed to attend with parents....
ended up attending with kristel, junior, avlyn and ashley...
ashley saboed me!!
i got 2weeks grounding!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY EX-GF!

had sports heats today....
took part in 800m run...
i came in 3rd out of 12....
went for friday usuals...
i did sweat alot today!
it's soo sickening!

today was the most irritating day soo far!
helped to collect house funds from the class....
then MS LPS was soo irritating in class....
she makes maths soo boring
english was the best...
MR SEOW was teaching and i fell asleep...
then he noticed i was sleeping...
he walked over and he shouted in my ear!
'RISE AND SHINE'
i really jumped and the whole class laughed...
but that was still okay...
soo i was wearing isabelle's name tag
and mr seow called isabelle and was looking at me!
then that idiot olivia go and say the name tag not mine!
soo he took it awat and don't want to give back!
then i told olivia she better get it back or else....
but he also don't want to give her back....
i was seriously pissed off!
didn't smile from english all the way till HE...

had house practice....
i played floorball...
i already sprained my wrist and made it worse!
hahaha....
good for me!

there was council investiture today.....
watched everything live in the hall...
HER speech was soo boring i fell asleep!
crapped with twin, vaddi and liyana there....

training was damn slack...
ms eileen didn't come and we self-trained....
did the usuals then went to the gym...
then played ball games with the rest....
played soccer, i was the goal keeper...
nicolette(not fern) kicked the ball and hit my arm....
then i sprained it:(

passed all subjects soo far....
kinda good...
but my english was damn low...
i only got 52....

changed my url...
blogger is giving alot of problems!
thank for helping me with the pics belle!

back to school today:)
twin got me a present!
and i got kinder bueno for the other twins and carmen!
re-arranged the sitting arrangement!
i'm sitting next to isabelle ng and the floor!

training was plain weird today!
did hurdles again.. 3 steps... 7 hurdles...
i screwed the first time!
joy's blister is soo bad!
crapped alot...
I OWE TWIN COFFEE!
don't know why also! hahaha....

Had 60m dash competition today at gombak:)

went for breakfast at west mall....

ran in the same heat as peichen...

she's like some wild horse!

went to lot 1 for fun then back home!

valerie took candid photos of me and twin...

:D

i have no idea what i did to her

that she had to attack me until like that!

this pic i don't understand at all!

she's too special to leave<3

that once a frown,
just turned into a smile

i met twin at kfc just now...
she bought food, i bought ice-cream...
went to woodlands stadium to train...
the markings were all faded..
we went blurr.. running for 50m..
we were supposed to do 60m...
then we went to causeway point...
ate ice-kacang! the chair was kinda weird...
can go down but cannot go back up!
then sent twin back to the mrt station..

went for mass woth the perera's....
then for dinner with them and avlyn....
bought an extra can of drink for fun..
don't know how we ended up going to court...
i'm was kinda day dreaming and just followed...
we were damn high.. about wild boars!
sat there till like 10...
then went home with sean...

MY WONDERS:)

i'd be dead by now if you would not

have help me all the way:)

i knew that one day i'd feel hopeless
i know you suspect it's me
but i don't have the courage to say it yet...

i wrote 2 songs this morning!
i met valerie at 5+ at yew tee..
collected the track suit from her..
thanks for lending me kellee!
went for stations of the cross....
less kids came this week i think..
we have to fold hearts!
then went to the court...
avlyn brought her bicycle friends...
felt bored and lonely..
soo asked nicolette to call me!
talked about super sweet 16...
then avlyn complain...
soo i said bye and hung up...
sat around.. bought drinks...
then everyone went 7-11
but i went to al-amin with sean..
micheal and gab supposed to come...
but by the time they came, we were done!
sat with marcus and joscelyn...
then back home...
it was already 2 mins to 12 by then!

did 300m today!
i ran with CHUA!
dropped immediately after ending...
waited till 12.15 for twin...
went to marina square agian..
walked around and went for lunch...
twin left.. de mello and valerie came...
went to watch stomp the yard!
valerie said it was boring and fell asleep!
but it wasn't!

competiton is in 3days time!

i finally made my choice...
i'm giving up...
giving up everything...
i know it will never happen....
it's all a wasted dream...
twin, belle, michelle, mello,
ex-gf, maria and avlyn...
i know you'll understand this..
is it the right choice?
or am i making a dumb choice?
it's not worth waiting for...

went for training at school today....
did hurdles for a while...
i suddenly suck and kept on hitting it!
then did sprints with blocks...
went out with victoria and isabelle:D

on the way back in the mrt,
someone smsed me...
// him
##me:)

//Hey wanna talk?
##who's that?
//japheth duh!
##Chey...okay..talk....
//Just kiddin this is *******
##okay... soo who are you? ******* or japheth?
//Japheth lah
##why say *******?crazy....i thought some dumb person playing trick on me!
//someone told me you like...
##someone told you i like who? *******?who told you?
//someone why? is it true?
##some told you i like*******?who told you?
//lol, oic, you got something going on
##someone who? and maybe, then again, maybe not...
//i'd be betraying the person
##right... soo not. at least give me a clue
//Nah
##NAH! omg! the whole point of you smsing me was to find out....
//ok. fine. it was joseph
##joseph told you i like *******? he knew?
//duh. anyways i gtg. bye
##bye


i'm damn freaked out now!
hahahah!
twin and michelle pang seh kia!

stayed home all day...
stayed alone at home
my sibs went to the playground...
then i heard freaky noises!
the phone rang, no answer...
i got really freaked out...
i ran out the house!

attended mass with perera's today...

went to vivo after...
met isabelle at candy empire...
bought jellybeans then went out...
met shanna and dawn...
went to starbucks and got frappachino:)
shanna wanted to go arcade soo we went..
then to some pet shop...
the dogs were damn cute...
dawn should really be put in some giant cage we saw:)
then walked around a while...
took mrt to town.. and shanna went to ang mo kio...
went to TAKA, bought doughnuts:)
back home with twin.

went to church to meet family...
then went back with gen and dave...

BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM
2J IS IN THE ROOM
WE STAND AND FIGHT TOGETHER
FROM NOW UNTIL FOREVER...
BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM
2J IS IN THE ROOM
WE'RE NOT THAT GOOD AT LISTENIN'
BUT WE WILL KEEP ON TRYING
BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM
WE'LL MAKE YOU GO ZOOM!
WE LEARNT TO LEAD AND LEAD TO SERVE
TOGETHER IN THIS ROOM
BOOM!

back from efl and missing it...
DAY 1:
we all arrived feeling hot and sweaty...
the place seemed soo horrible...
got into our dorms which were....
the toilet was a hole in the ground!
soo we did waterfall trecking...
i carried a bag with like 10 heavy water bottles inside...
took the road way up to the waterfall...
everyone jumped in and were totally relaxing...
then it was time to go...
everyone wanted to take the jungle trail instead...
was infront and helping others on the way!
alot of people got leeches..
but i didn't:(

DAY2:
felt more used to the enviroment now...
went to do activities...
first was the monkey bars across the water....
i admit i was damn scared at first...
but i managed to get through till the end...
one very funny thing happened...
vaddi pulled jie yi's hand too early..
then jie yi fell into the water..
and she pulled vaddi along!
then we did some crossing thing...
nothing much....
then we all jumped into the water and held hands...
walked around the place and to the next activity....
we then did the log bridge crossing...
i crossed it:)
nothing much happened there too:)
we later had a raft making competition...
shanna, sharon,me,joyce did most of the tieing....
the others did tooo!
our raft was called YAMASHIN!
it managed to withstand eunice, sharon and joyce's weight..
but the other group won us...
they made a record and held the weight of 6 people...
soo then we did tent pitching and outdoor cooking...
we slept in the tent for that day...
there were like 12 of us squeezing in a "tent"meant for 5!
it was damn hot in the night
but freezing the next morning...

DAY3:
did some balance plank across the water... knee deep...
i was scared the first time and gave up...
but i did it a second time and completed it:)
next did some tyre crossing....
i helped support the tyres first...
priscilla almost kicked my face when she went...
then shanna pushed her tyre to my tyre..
then my trye hit me:(
then we walk through a big LONGKANG
i was the first:)
then jie yi then sharon..
and zai was the last one....
then we did some rope thing....
priscilla almost crossed to the other side..
then she fell, pulled shanna, and shanna pulled me!
hahaha!
vivien, zai, olivia, cherie and loads more fell too...
but it was funn...
then had trye climbing..
vaddi called me a monkey while i was doing it!
olivia was the only one who didn't go...
we all were encourging her but she refused...
how can you give up without trying?
went water trecking....
was infront...
helped people with dawn..
ended up at the back then we rushed to the front to help more:)
thanks all who helped me carry the bag...
i strained my waist area!
we did great!
finally did challenge village....
i was soo afaird of the jacobs ladder i almost cried...
but i did the rest!:)
FINALLY CAMPFIRE:)
we prepared last minute...
everyone cooperated with us..
made a new class cheer!
vaddi did the beat boxing...
and i did the banging of the table...
we kinda screwed up but it was still great!
then it was over...
we all danced with MRS TAN...
they were playing music like crazy!
and it was only 2J!

DAY4:
everyone was ready to leave...
went to have seafood lunch...
sat on a 10 seater table with...
jie yi,jeslyn,shanna,dawn,zainabah,carmen,kristel,michelle and some i forgot!
SORRY!
we did a whole YAMMMMMMMSINGGGGG thing 3 times!
soo shiock!
back to the bus...
almost reaching school, shanna bit dawn...
then she bit jeslyn..
soo jeslyn bit her back...
then i bit michelle...
and shanna bit me...
OUCH!
all of us immediately dropped our bags and ran to the toilet...
me carmen and sharon went to a different toilet upstairs...
WE FINNALY SHITTED!
then to tiong for a drink with belle, valerie, mello, dawn, michelle...
priscilla met us there suddenly:)




I'M MISSING EFL:(
I WANT TO GO BACK THERE:D

i got back maths and mother tongue results today...
i passed mother tongue! shockingly...
41/70.. i consider it damn good...
but can't say the same for my maths...

i passed 19/35...
but i only got all the MONEY questions correct
the rest were wrong! only one correct:(
got the same score as shanna and michelle...
but i felt soo stupid...
went back to exam homeroom....
suddenly started crying..
i was the only one who passed that cried larh...
but jie yi saw... then dawn and the rest came over...
they tried to comfort me but i didn't really help....
but thanks anyways....
yeah.. no one has every seen me cry before...
but this was damn shocking...
went up to 4th level... called belle out of class...
went to the toilet.. and i started crying again...
couldn't really stop till english was over...
still feel very stupid and lousy now!

cut my hair... damn short..
it's like a small toot there!

Went for lunch at someone's house today....
rushed to city hall to meet isabelle and dawn...
we walked around suntec and shopped!
i bought fbts, sport bras and zip lock!
they went to starbucks without me:(
spent $80+ over that stuff!
saw some other people from school..
went to causeway to meet dad!
bought new sport shoes and went back...

DANNY! I KNOW YOUR SECRET!

Saturday again....

it rained again...

rain seems to be the spoiler of everything....

anyways.. i got back my science marks..
i passed 20half/35..

got all my sec A questions correct:)

need to go for hair cut soon...

and shop for EFL stuff...

supposed to go with dawn tomorow...

but i have some lunch plans...

HAPPY KIAP-KIAP 8th ANNIVERSARY!!

Exam week is almost over....
only left with literature paper tomorrow....
maths was the first and easiest paper soo far...
expected it to be harder but it was better than english...
english was the second paper...
i fell asleep halfway through the paper....
but i completed it anyways...
then there was mother tongue....
i totally screwed that paper...
i blindly picked all the answers....
Science was better than expected...
i only bought my textbook and started studying yesterday...
the paper was today.... but i think i can pass....
at least by 5 marks....

i have butt cramps after yesterday's training....
hahaha... joy was right....