DESIREESAYS

"I'm out of your league."

It is officially Sunday.
Which means tomorrow is the start of year 2!
Part of me can't wait to get back to school and see all my mates again.
Yet part of me is dreading my hectic timetable.
Classes from 9-6 practically everyday.
Then I end at 7 on Thursdays.
But thankfully, I get Fridays off.
So if anyone wants to hang, TGIF is my motto i guess.

So week 0 is over.
On the last day, everyone was doing the hugs and heartfelt little words.
So as expected there were truckloads of tears.
And as usual, I'm the closest thing to a sociopath.
I wasn't happy, or sad, or pissed or anything.
I just didn't feel bonded close enough for anything to matter.

Also, I've been doing alot of late night self reflection.
Yeah, sounds like a lame idea.
But it's really an eye-opener if you dig deep.
But then again, when I dig too deep, I start to panic.
Haha, oh well.
So the plan is...
Uh huh, I don't have a plan YET.
But I will, EVENTUALLY, I hope.
In the mean time, I'm just going to do what I do best.
Go to school. Eat. Study. Train. Socialize. Party. Sleep.

OH! So i did cornrows again.
But just on both sides this time.
FYI. I know my face is horrible.

Yeah, so I also had my "nigger" look going on.
Backward Cap on,
Hair curly and messy,
Piercings on,
A little bit of bling.
And to top it all off.
MY ENTIRE OUTFIT WAS PINK :)

Sometimes, a little false hope is just what we need.